It's so hard going back over the years Jay. Your first smile .Your first steps. Your first day at play school wearing a white jumper with a big Thomas the tank on it . Your first day at school.first bike ,moped ,car ,job .and being a dad . I will miss you so much dear son.you will be with all your other family and your little sister Jenna you never met.only you know why you left me .love you forever Jamie xxxx