Love and miss you jay ❤️❤️❤️

My thoughts have been I have a useless boyfriend with diy and I know you would of been the first person I’d of asked to help. Amazing talent putting his hand to anything. I love you ❤️

So it’s aug, and I’m about to move house and the one person I needed to help put shelves up, put things together isn’t here…. I would always go to you for any of that. I miss you so much and I just wish I could think of happy memories but I still feel such sadness…. It’s true you never het over it but learn to live with it. You have another niece born amy she’s gorgeous and I’m so sad you never got to see her. Always for ever in my heart Jay. We all miss you ❤️

Today for some reason ive let you out and can’t stop thinking about you. If I let you out every day it would be just too painful. I’ve cried and cried because I miss you so much. Times a healer they say I’m still not feeling it. The pain is still here and never goes.

Popped down to see you today ❤️! It’s my 30th birthday Sunday and all I keep thinking about is your 30th party at Hamble club. You were so happy and that club was full of so many people, so many people who loved you. I wish you could be here to celebrate mine with me xxx miss you xxx

I go through stages every once in a while of looking back through your Facebook. Hearing you laugh hurts but makes me smile at the same time. I wish you were still here. I miss you so much Jay. So much has changed since you’ve been gone. Miss you and love you xxx

Missing you today, tomorrow and always. Forever in my ❤️ still can’t pull the blinds on my stairs to see the windows you put in wrong lol Hope your looking after Nan and grandad xxx

Missing you so much today.... knowing Joshuas 18th is coming up and you won’t be there to celebrate with him is so hard to comprehend. You would be so proud of him and I tell him that all the time . Miss you so much and never a day goes by were I don’t think of you and the life you are missing. Sleep tight baby brother ❤️

Miss you so much jay. You would absolutely have hated this lock down And would of broken all the rules by having barbecues and having 20 people in your garden. Never one for rules jay.... I just wish I knew “why” but I know I’ll never know. Josh is doing good and you would be so proud of the young man he’s become. Always in my heart and thoughts every day. ❤️

Happy Birthday Jamie. I miss you more every day. Xxx

Your birthday coming up jay, never gets any easier these special days. Only seems like yesterday we celebrated your 30th birthday with a party. Miss you so much and would give anything for you to be here. Love you 😘

Love you! Miss you everyday xxx

Thinking of you always Jay! Wish you were here! No doubt you would have been out doing something daft in the storm!! Love you xxx

I just want to hold you son .xxxxx

Merry Christmas 🎄 Jamie! Love you xxx

Tough few weeks coming up (even tougher than normal) Halloween and bonfire night you loved so much and then xmas...... (such a big kid) we miss you so much and the pain of losing you never goes away. I think of you every day and wish you were here. Lewis is decorating for me..... he’s so much like you in so many ways..... we’ve painted your bench and needs another coat when the rain eventually stops. Love you jay and always in my heart 💓

Seen a picture of you today, taken 5 weeks before you left us! I find it so hard to understand how you could be so happy and then not want to be here in such a short space of time. I love seeing you happy but it makes it all the harder to understand. Miss you xxx

Look after your baby sister you never met jay .its her birthday today .i know shes in safe hands ..love you both forever xxxx

I wish the heart ache would get better jay but it wont i dont think.in the spring and summer i remember how much you love the sun and and being out and about enjoying with the girls and im sad. In the autumn and winter the big halloween and xmas kid .i so muxh want you here to do and see the things you loved ....even working out in the cold never bothered you .i love you so much lamie lots of love and kissess mum

Love you Jay! Everyday is tough. Not having you here will always leave a part of us missing. 💔💙 love you xx

You are not alone jay, nan is with you now and looking after you. She loved you lots and we take great comfort knowing you are together. Love you 💙💙❤️

Such a hard year for us all but especially your mum and dad and brothers and sisters. I hope now that Nan who came to join you recently is up there looking after you and planting lipstick kisses on your cheek. We all miss you and your cheeky grin so much. Xxx Love Auntie Bern

Came to see you today jay breaks my heart every visit.every time i ask you why .i miss you so much this pain is unbearable .son i wish we could have been enough to keep you here love you my dear son xxxx

Father’s Day was hard without you here this year, wish you could see how much your girls wish for you. We all miss you so much every day ❤️

Always thinking about you Jay! Love you 💗 wish you were here! Xx

I still remember we used to always go on this really big hill and one time you went so fast that the whole car went up. I still can't believe that you are gone. I miss always going to yours on the weekend we used to always either go swimming or stay in and have takeaway. The last weekend we saw you we had sausage roll and i said that it wasn't enough so we had fish and chips instead in your car!!! Stupidly I had always shouted at you and i regret it because you did so much for me and the girls when you could. We have had rough times but we had got through them! I love you daddy and always will xxxxxxx

Missing you more and more every single day Jamie. I keep on thinking about all the adventures we planned together. I love you more than you will ever know. You are my penguin 🐧 Always xxxx

i will miss you daddy. RIP love you

Remembering the bottle incident. I didn’t much like you when you were born so I’d deliberately tip milk on your face and your face looked like dot the dot. 😂 We had some fun times growing up and as your big sister I always had to look out for you, that’s why it hurts so much that I couldn’t help you in your adult life. Love you my baby brother always ❤️

It's so hard going back over the years Jay. Your first smile .Your first steps. Your first day at play school wearing a white jumper with a big Thomas the tank on it . Your first day at school.first bike ,moped ,car ,job .and being a dad . I will miss you so much dear son.you will be with all your other family and your little sister Jenna you never met.only you know why you left me .love you forever Jamie xxxx

I keep thinking of us in new road when you had the little bedroom at the top of the stairs! You’d never let me play in your room and one day I posted lots of horrible notes under your door 😭! Of course you ran downstairs and grassed me up to mum! Other times playing darts in the hallway with your dart board on the bedroom wall. Wish we could go back and do it all again. I’d change so many things xxx love you xxx

We spent many years of laughter growing up in queens view, I will never forget them times, just a shame life makes you loose close contact, I just wish along with the vast amount of friends & family we could of helped you in some way!! Your family & friends will miss you mate!! 💔

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.